Beginning.

Just when you think someone's out of your life or you're just about to start hating them, they surprise you.

Uni starts back up in a few weeks and it's going to be very different having Dan back.  He's very distracting and always wanting to skip classes so I'll have to stay strong and not give into him like I used to.

I find that I'm always twitching my leg in an impatient manner lately.  Not sure why I've started this habit but I don't like it and I'm making a conscious effort to stop.

Relationships are confusing me at the moment and I always told myself I'd never be dependant or reliant on anyone.  I know I'm still the same person underneath it all but I haven't had to be on my own in so long that I'm starting to forget the beauty of it.  I'm so scared I'll regret certain decisions and as a result I'm delaying the inevitable.  I'm scared I'm not living.

This year will be interesting.